April 5

April 5

Dear Diary

Mr. Villan looked in on me today while I was working on the garden, and he's momma's new guardian now that Mr. Crank is gone. I wonder where he went, because momma says that he “deserted his post”, but I think he went out looking for me too when I was taken. Maybe its not fair, and I don't understand it, I guess it's just grown-up things.

Mr. Villan asked me some questions today about what happened to me and I wish I had answers for him, but I don't. My belly hurts, and he gave me some tea for it to soothe it, saying it was my anxiety causing it. I can't help it, I'm always scared…there's something inside me he said. If Sally is stuck inside me, why wont she answer me? Is it even Sally at all? I don't…feel…empty as Lucius said I would, so she's got to be okay, but I don't know where she is or why she's not answering me. Villan is very nice to me and makes me blush, though.

I still can't sleep well, even though my belly no longer aches and I'm not as sore as I was. Her crying wont stop and no matter how hard I try, I can't find her. Why is the girl crying so much in my dreams? Tonight I dreamed of home…before the fire…mommy and daddy…I can't remember their faces anymore, only the flames…someone laughing…so much hate and anger.

I just want to sleep…

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